I understand this, and it's part of the reason that I've been much less active in the society for the past couple of years. I screwed up, and I don't want to have to lean on a support structure I'm no longer internally certain is there, even though there is evidence that it exists and will support me.
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Date: 2008-02-15 10:35 pm (UTC)Rest of comment deleted, because I think it deserves it's own post.